"friends"

Well... I have learned over the last couple of days that I really don't have too many people I can call "friends". I think God has given me the spirit of discernement (sp?) for a reason and it has been "used" over the past few days. I find it funny how people find it soooo easy to smile in your face but find it even easier to say negative things about you behind your back. I have jus come to the realization that NOW may be the time where God may not want me to be friends with certain ppl. Ppl who I thought were lifelong are clearly only meant for a certain time sooo... If I seem like I'm pulling away, I have my reasons. Tired of two facededness lol (I guess that's how u spell it but you get my point lol)... But seriously. Time out for foolishness.... Time to do ME and ONLY ME!

Ok I'm done... Had to vent...