Obama 08!

Sooooo.... I voted this morning! It was so awesome from beginning to end. I didn't want to stand in line long so I got to the polls around 7:15. Once I figured out where to go, it was about 7:25. So I walked inside and the way they had the line set up, it went up stairs and throughout the building. At the point when I got there, I only had about 20 or so ppl in front of me so I was doing great. I brought a book to read but really didn't need it cuz the ppl around me were very talkative so it kept me alert (along with my vanilla late from starbucks!) So basically, once the polls opened at 8, the line was moving veerrryyy fast. I went in, filled out the little paper, then I got my yellow card! I put it in the slot and guess who I picked for president?! I finished up and came on back to the house! It was awesome to know that I played a part in making history!!!!!! Whoot whoot! Now, imma just wait till tuesday so I can sit home and watch all the news stations announce that the new president of the United States of America iiisss... BARAK OBAMA!

good mornin world!

Well... I'm on my way to class. I always dread this class cuz: 1. its 8 in the durn mornin! 2. I haaattteee my teacher. Its a spanish class and I usually enjoy it. As a matter of fact its my minor. But this woman is an atrocity to teachers. The thought of her teaching someone elses child is a scary feeling! But anyhoo... It won't last long cuz I'm leaving as soon as my group finishes our presentation. Then I'm on my way to the AAAAAA (atlanta that is!) to se my family. It has been waaaaaayyyy too long. I'm just super excited! Wheeeww... I can get away from statesboro for a while cuz ppl down here jus know how to ruuubbb me the wrong way! Ugghhh... But there r a few who help me keep my sanity :p anyhoo... I'm gonna go to class now. I'm sure we will chat again later today! Ttyl8r...

Peace and Blessings to ya :p

uugghhh...

So... Let me start off by sayin... FOLLOW YOUR GUT INSTINCT PPL!

I msg Mr. X (same person from the 2nd blog entry) on his cell phone cuz I felt like he was pullin back from me and I hate when ppl come in my life then just start to leave. His "excuse" is that he jus been wantin sex real bad for a while and he is really tryin to do right so he doesn't want to use me just for sex. He wants to spend time with me but I guess because of the sexual tension btwn us, its best for us to not be in such close quarters with each other. I wonder if that is the real reason or if its because he got anotha "friend" and is pulling away so he won't "hurt me". I say this because I ride past his house everyday on my way to class and this particular time I saw "her" car. I been a lil iffy about this girl cuz I feel like she is the real reason y me and Mr. X aint close like we used to be. She supposedly has a boyfriend but... Well yeah... U get my point. I just don't know guys! And theennnn.... I don't think he is completely over his ex. I'm just gon leave it at that cuz I could go on for days about this crazy chick. Anywhoo...

After my convo wit Mr. X, it confirmed a few things then it just confused me even more! So I don't know what to do. Maybe this is happenin to push me closer to Mr. Z. Maybe Mr. X aint the one for me??? I'm just going to leave my options open and pray for the best.

I'm done now. Have an awesome day world!

Peace and Blessings to ya!

the so called "saints"...

I tell you... I really got a dose of reality last night. I am not going to name names or call out any particular organization but some ppl really showed their true colors. I must reiterate to the world that you MUST be careful what you say and where you say it. You never know who is around and who knows who. Its funny how the "saints" will "hehe & haha" and be all smiles in ya face but then the minute you turn your back, they drag u through the mud. But its all gravy becuz we ministered and I believe that God used us to touch one person and that is/and was our goal. It is not about competition. If one person's life was touched then our job was done. That's all... Just needed to vent!

Peace and Blessings to ya!

Cant sleep :( gotchu on my mind!

Soooo world... As I begin to write this blog, it is 1:15am. My day was no different from any other (except I didn't go to class) but I usually go to class, come home and take a nap, then get up and finish out my day. Today was somewhat busy but nothn out of the ordinary. Took my usual naps (yes... NAPS! I take more than one a day.) But for some reason I can't go back to sleep. Thought it was cuz I couldn't go back to sleep cuz of my naps but I think its a different reason...

I can't get "him" off my mind. For the sake of this note, we will call him X. I had the pleasure of meeting X through a mutual friend. They came to my job. I peeped him. He peeped me and that was how our "love" story began lol... Anyhoo, me and X just been super cool ever since then. It seems as if he is everything I want in a man. He is soooo in love wit God that it makes me wanna step my game up. X is very involved with his church. He is a family man. Loves his family tooooo death! No kids! I repeat... NO KIDS! Don't get me wrong, Daddies need love too but I just haven't had any luck wit that. Anyway... X just got a lot goin for him and I love his passion and drive. He got goals!

So, X and I chill on a regular basis. We eat dinner together, we cook breakfast for each other (get ya mind right. I go over in the mornin after class and I cook bacon and eggs. He cooks pancakes), just good ol friends. But I want more than that. I'm ok with our relationship now but I jus want more :p he knows I like him and I THINK he has feelings for me but I'm scared to REEEEAAALLLALLYYYY put myself out there cuz I don't do well wit rejection so I think that's y I just try to keep it just as "friends" btwn us. But yeah... I'm crushin hard and don't know what to do!!!! And theeeennnnnnn...

I met this new fella. He will be called Z. He is sooooo sweet and is a momma's boy to the core. Goes to church and plays football like X (both X and Z are good fb players). I'm kinda feelin him too. We also cook for each other (well... Moreso him than me lol) and he knows that's the way to my heart! A good ol homecooked meal! Z is just an all around cool dude and I could see persuing somethn wit him as well but I'm tooorrrnnnnn!

Help me out world...

Imma try to go to sleep now.

Peace & Blessings to ya...

GNite.

greetings!

Hellloooooo world! How the heck r ya?? Well... This is my first time using this blog thing. I was inspired by a friend of mine who just recently started his. I find that writing out my thoughts and feelings are the best therapy for me so my notes will probably range from super silly to like super serious so here I am world! I hope you will join me on this journey through life. Peace and Blessings to ya!