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So... Let me start off by sayin... FOLLOW YOUR GUT INSTINCT PPL!

I msg Mr. X (same person from the 2nd blog entry) on his cell phone cuz I felt like he was pullin back from me and I hate when ppl come in my life then just start to leave. His "excuse" is that he jus been wantin sex real bad for a while and he is really tryin to do right so he doesn't want to use me just for sex. He wants to spend time with me but I guess because of the sexual tension btwn us, its best for us to not be in such close quarters with each other. I wonder if that is the real reason or if its because he got anotha "friend" and is pulling away so he won't "hurt me". I say this because I ride past his house everyday on my way to class and this particular time I saw "her" car. I been a lil iffy about this girl cuz I feel like she is the real reason y me and Mr. X aint close like we used to be. She supposedly has a boyfriend but... Well yeah... U get my point. I just don't know guys! And theennnn.... I don't think he is completely over his ex. I'm just gon leave it at that cuz I could go on for days about this crazy chick. Anywhoo...

After my convo wit Mr. X, it confirmed a few things then it just confused me even more! So I don't know what to do. Maybe this is happenin to push me closer to Mr. Z. Maybe Mr. X aint the one for me??? I'm just going to leave my options open and pray for the best.

I'm done now. Have an awesome day world!

Peace and Blessings to ya!